lend me your ears, and i'll sing you a song

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 00:29:25 GMT

i guess this is it. wow.

schedule time

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 16:22:36 GMT

per subject
1) gold band
2) chem h
3) ap psych
4) us hist 1 h
5) german 3
6) english 2 h
7) gym
8) alg 2 & trig h

any classes with me?

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 21:10:20 GMT

I'M HOME

details of smuggs to come

pics here: http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/jemrox808/album?.dir=/c041&.src=ph

ok, so i'm giving in.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 00:53:30 GMT

1. In a comment, leave your name. Then leave your honest opinion of me.
2. In the comment, give a single word that best describes me.
3. I will leave a comment in reply telling you my honest opinion of you.
4. I will also tell you a single word that best describes you.

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:14:51 GMT

i've decided that i don't like people anymore.

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 19:07:53 GMT

i guess it's all over now.

i don't know what more to say.

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 02:35:57 GMT

i want to punch you in the face. really hard.

and no this is not to who you think.

Tue, 31 May 2005 19:18:39 GMT

the ground feels really soft after walking around in wooden shoes all day.

Thu, 26 May 2005 22:06:35 GMT

there's only 17 days of school left...how weird is that?

Wed, 25 May 2005 01:59:26 GMT

i love flipping through my collection of pictures from friday fridays and realizing that i can remember all of them really clearly, and i could probably date them.

but i hate how i have the crappiest camera in the world.

quoting pat

Sat, 07 May 2005 03:55:27 GMT

pat made a good observation about ljs.

you get tons of comments if your entry is short and insignificant, bolded, or huge print.

but if it's something that you actually care about and put emotion into, no one comments.

it always bothers me when that happens, because when i update like that i already feel stupid, then stupider still when people have nothing to say about it.

rawr. i'll analyze this later...bet you i won't get any comments...well now i might.

good night<3

mm.

Thu, 05 May 2005 01:36:09 GMT

mm, yes. we watched degrassi in peer and i am officially 5'2" all is well with the world.

..for the most part anyway

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 22:40:54 GMT

me + dan + nadine + swap making = so. funny. wow.

dan + glitter glue + my face = not cool at all. i resent that. so now i have to scrape glitter off my face. thanks dan.

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 00:40:40 GMT

RATMguy90: its like that fealing you get when you go down the shore, and you put your hand underwater, and then you feal something and you dont know what it is, so then you go "mehehehehehehe" and then you run away

hahahhaha, oh pat

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 03:09:19 GMT

"omgoshhhhh, my balls!!!!!! wait...why are they not in their box?"

"that meanie...that jerk...that asshole...omgosh i didn't say that!!!!"

oh annie and hannah, i love you guysss. tonight was interesting. and nadine makes good brownies. and me and kate are mean to people. we think that they're all supposed to be very small. and tomm needs to teach me guitar. and i miss dan<33 =(

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 01:33:11 GMT

if all goes according to plan, then i just might have the best summer ever. if not it'll probably still be better than last summer (fun, but i was mopey). eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep i'm excited. july and august should be amazingg..i hope. i'm so antsy. blahh!!

day of silence

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 22:43:54 GMT

so today was the silent protest. i officially started before blander bc chrissy told me that dan was gonna give me my sticker. i was good until the very end of 7th when mike asked if he could steal my sticker for spanish and i accidentally said "just go--" then i realized. so i gave up in band. everyone did. but i was seriously disgusted by some of the people's reactions to the protest. a kid in my german class was constantly saying "just talk it doesn't fucking matter, blahblahblah that's stupid as hell." or people thinking that they'll be clever and say "you're taking the vow? that must mean youre a lesbian" wtf. i expected a lot better from that person. and the one who said "what the hell? why are you doing that? that's stupid. i'm gonna make you talk by the end of the period." i absolutely when people are stupid like that. and it got really annoying when people tried to make me talk just to be retarded. or would be like ooooooooooooooooooh whenever someone who participated accidentally said something. or when people "participated" so they wouldn't have to participate in class. whatever. people were very annoying today, or at least they annoyed me. this is a really bitchy entry, but i don't care. i can't stand people who think that making fun of people who are different. i just don't tolerate it. well i can if it's like a joke and i understand, but still. it bothers me. whatever.

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 00:34:46 GMT

i am really going crazy. both mentally and physically. it makes no sense, but it does. i am just generally going insane, and my body is going all out of wack. i randomly cant talk, my eyes are becoming retarded from allergies, and my back/hip/joint is killing me. i can't walk on it right. i like..limp. so i look stupid. and i dont know what's wrong. it might be from being thrown into a couch. or maybe something really random happened. hm. oh well. i'm all achy now. and i must finish that stupid lab. and other homework-y crap.

anybody else doing the day of silence?

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 02:27:34 GMT

no one cares what i say anymore. jeez. i hate myself with a passion. i need to stay out of people's lives. i need to stop getting involved. i need to stop giving crappy advice. i need to stop being a sucky friend. most of all i need to stop being such a bitch.

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 02:26:10 GMT

happy birthday nadine!!!!!!!!

took this from dan<3

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 19:38:26 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Stability	\|\|\|\|	13%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%
Empathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|	16%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Avoidant	\|\|	10%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Food indulgent	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%

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Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash

i don't know if that describes me. what do you think?

anyway, last night was very fun. and i got a few phone calls from tom and dan and everyone else who was with them at 4 am. good times. but now i am very tired.

fun

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 18:21:05 GMT

on wednesday i went to paramus park mall. i looooove that mall. it has all the stores that i actually shop at. i managed to get 2 pairs of capris, a pair of flip flops, a tank top, and a present for dan. then i slept over anya's house with naja. that was mucho fun. annie was decorating a cake and didnt have pink frosting. so i had the brilliant idea of melting pink sugar and adding it to white frosting. it worked too..only it tasted really weird. haha, shows just how smart i really am. anyway, that night consisted of us looking like whores, going on the swing and talking to tomm for a while, karaoke (hahahahaha me+karaoke...wowwwww), annie embarassing vickie, talking to dan and ryan, nadine and annie killing each other for cell phones, the 3 of us up til 1-ish playing truth or dare and lists, me and naja staying up til 5 talking...really loudly lol. then annie woke us up at 9:30...not cool. haha. then we just went back on the swing and i walked home. then i did nothing for the rest of the day. today i attempted to blow out my hair. didn't really work. oh well. tonight should be fun.

lent is over

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 18:31:18 GMT

belated happy easter everyone. i didn't make any good updates on sundays. last night i saw miss congeniality 2 with people. that was fun. then people went to kate's house and i had to go home. when dan got back he called me and we talked until 4:30. it was a great thing to do, asking each other questions that we've never asked, even stupid little ones that didn't make sense. i was completely honest and i said some stuff i didn't think i'd ever tell anyone. it felt really good to just let stuff out and talk. i ended up saying a lot that i figured i'd regret, but i don't at all. i'm content with myself and it's great. i love dan a lot<3

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 23:54:57 GMT

i feel like falling asleep and not waking up.

its sunday again...

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 18:22:09 GMT

i feel like i had a really really hectic week. i got like no sleep at all. but the weekend made up for it. we had a friday friday/nacho friday (haha) and went to the play. ahh, it was soo good. katelyn slept over afterwards and we attempted to watch a movie, but my computer kinda went crazy. then katelyn went to track, then she came with me to the mall. after that we went to naja's for like an hour. she cut her hair!!!! ahh!! its sooooo pretty!!! we were obsessing over it for a while. then she did my makeup and stuff. then me and katelyn came home did some random junk and saw jekyll and hyde again (yea, we saw it twice, but it was soooo good). we sat with tom, elyse, and of course louis. after the play we all went backstage again and gave hannah her card (happy belated birthday!!) and hung out with people for a few minutes. kate's coming over soon.

well great job everyone in the play and good luck today!!!